Anemone Heart~ Lovino x Reader

Lonely my love. lonely my heart
I'm not a flower bud
Lonely my love. lonely my heart
I want to be picked
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'How simple the words I love you are but yet I can't say it to the one I want the most.' Thought (y/n) while pondering the subject, though she had yet to notice that the World Meeting was starting to get out of hand (once again) and Germany was about to explode from rage. '3...2...1'

"Vill jou all be quiet und sit in jour chairs we are trying to discuss what to do about global warming and some of zhe countries economy's are starting to crash so unless jou don't vant to get anything done then keep going," Germany screamed at the top of his lungs. "Veeeee Doitsu can I-a speak?" Asked the hyper active Italian who was sitting in his chair petting a cat. "Ja I recognize the country of Italy to speak"

"Okie dokie. Well-a one can we-a go get pasta and two-"

"Stupido Fratello now is-a not the time to-a talk about pasta!!!" Screamed Romano at his younger brother with his usual pout on face. 'It's strange I don't know why I like him so much if he is rude to almost everyone except me. He won't even flirt with me like he does with the other girls it's so sad, I feel  like he is shredding my heart.'

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Longing for kindness, being hurt by kindness
I'd never wanted to experience these feelings,
I can't handle them
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Germany groans, "mien got since be are never going to get this meeting done the meeting is adjoined till tomorrow morning at 8AM sharp. If any of jou are lat it von't be good for you," he says as he stomps out of the meeting place with Italy following closely behind "veeeee wait for-a me doitsu"

'Oh Romano if you don't stop making me have these feelings I'll go after you.' (Y/n) sighs contentedly as she starts to pack up her parasol to head home. "Yo (y/n) I'm going to be throwing a party bro and was wondering if you can come, Romano will be their and I'm sure he'll love to see you in a bathing suit." America stated bluntly while my face turned Crimson,"sure I'll love to come but when do u want me to get their and how many people will be their?" 

"It'll be held this Saturday at my place and I think I invited almost everyone, make sure your wearing a bikini dudette I bet you would look hot," America said giving her a thumbs up with a smirk. "You git that is no way to treat a lady especially one that you've known for a long time you guys are practically siblings. Isn't that right Love?" 

"I'm going to have to agree with England on that one America we were raised together for quite some time and your like my older brother" I said while crossing my arms over my chest. "Awe thanks sis," said America while glomming her "and enough of the formalities refer to me as my human name, Alfred the hero!!!" Alfred said while squeezing her tighter." A-al if u squeeze me any tighter I'll run out of air" 

"Oh sorry" mumbles Alfred when he lets go of her. England sighs and holds out a hand to (y/n) "here love it's the least I can do for an idiot like him." She takes his hand and he helps her up "thank u very much Arthur, I'll see you guys on Saturday."

"alright love" 

"bye sis"

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Your heart is so distant, I want to cry
But even so, I've decided I will wait
For you, my first love

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(at home) 

 "When will he be able to say he loves me? I don't want to wait anymore I want him now and I don't know what to do about it." She puts a fork in her mouth and starts to heat up (f/f) "he is so close to me yet so far away at the same time... That's it I'll just confess to him on Saturday and sees what he thinks of me then. I'll forever wait for him because he is my first and only love." The microwave goes off and she goes to get it. Once sat down at table she pours a glass of champagne and picks up her forkful of food. Raising it up I whisper "Bon appetite"

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Anemone heart, my lonely heart
The tears of a flower blooming alone
Gaze at me more, I'm right here
Anemone heart; Affection runs
throughout my body
Someday, our loving heartbeats will meet
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(Saturday at the pool brough to you buy gecko 15 min can save cars)

Knocking on the door (y/n) is somewhat nervous of what is going to come between her and her crush Romano or in human terms Lovino Vargas. The door opens and France is at the door. "'Ello madam you are sexier then ever" I say in annoyance and look up at France "hello France may you move out the way so I can step in?" (Y/n) said raising and eyebrow at him "sure mon amie, oh and also call me Francis dearly." Francis said while opening the door ajar "thank you and if you do anything I'll kick you in the head got that Francis" 

"Oh (y/n) when you say my name my heart melts in passion" Francis said while grabbing her arm and kissing up it. (y/n) blushes and rips arm away from Francis" hey-a stupidly flower bastard why-a don't you-a leave you weed" Lovino said quietly walking in with a scowl on his face. " pour so cold to me moi." Francis says while crying fake tears" Lovino?" I look up at him with a red face and he looks back at me. "Just-a leave the Bella alone stupido!" And with that Lovino grabs her arm and leads her to the pool "thanks you Lovino." Lovino looks back at you and scratchers his neck "yeah no problem Bella, I-a have to go now see you later" Lovino says at he starts to leave "wait can I talk to you after the party at five?" I said nervously holding the ends of my towel with lips pushed together and blush spreading my cheeks wickedly fast. "S-sure Bella" Lovino says running off with a blush 'does this mean he is interested in me now?' 

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Lonely my love. lonely my heart
I'm not a flower bud
Lonely my love. lonely my heart
I want to be picked
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Jumping into to the crystal water of the pool the water runs against my skin and a cooling manner and I sigh. Wrapping arms around my form I take in the coolness of the water under the soaking hot sun until I get splashed in the face. "Veee I'm-a sorry Bella ragazza." Says Italy with a somewhat sad look on face and is looking away. " oh no it's ok I understand I mean we can splash each other if we want." Italy looks up and his smile widens."veeee I would like that if that's ok with you" you splash him in the face with a smirk "sure." Feliciano and (y/n) start splashing each other laughing while Lovino looks in the distance. 

Lovi's P.O.V
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'Why does my Fratello get all the Bella's and ragazza's? It's-a always him the reason why I pretend not to love (y/n) is because I don't think she likes me back. She looks perfectly fine with my Fratell and I'm not going to tell her about my feelings anyway so it'll just have to stay quiet' 

"That was really fun Feliciano, I enjoyed it very much," she said smiling at my brother with that beautiful smile then can never be mine. "Veeee your welcome Bella thanks for your time," he smiles back at her and they both start to head their separate
ways. 

Back To Your P.O.V
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After playing with feli for what seemed like and hour I'm tired and want to take a nap on this comfortable pool chair. I start to fall asleep but not before singing this quietly melody "Entrapped by the pain in my heart,
I embrace the pain
I've never stopped wishing
but you can't hear me, can you?
I want to monopolize you, I can't wait anymore
Let's believe in a dream which links us together,
my very first love" 

Closing my eyes I fall asleep to the rhythm of the wind and to the melody of the water moving around. 

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Acacia heart, my lonely heart
The language of flowers seems to hold secrets
Feel me more, I'm right here
Acacia heart; Drawn by excitement, I'm swept away
But, you see, I can't say it, I love you...
("I love you...")
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(A few hours later)

"Nnmmmmmmgh" I sit up in my chair and Lovino is sitting next to me with everyone else gone. "Romano where is everybody?" I asked with a confused expression in my face tilting my head to the side. "They-a all left while you were sleeping and you-a wanted me to tell me something so I-a stayed here though I-a was about to leave because you were taking to long." 

'Taking long that can only mean..' Glances at the clock it reading 7:20PM "I'm sorry Romano for making you wait please forgive me"

"Yeah yeah I-a forgive u," Romano said with his signature pout and cute face. "Ok now-a back to the other thing what did-a you want to-a tell me?" Blushing (y/n) looks down avoiding his gaze. "If I tell you and you don't like it can we still be friends?" You asked him hopefully trying to not look into his eyes. "Ya I-a guess I-a do promise" 

"Ok I-I I love you Lovino I really do!" He freezes after hearing this and starts to blush to while looking away, "your-a not pulling my-a leg amore right?" (Y/n) kisses his cheek and looks into his eyes "no I'm not Lovino I genuinely love you from the bottom of my heart I" you hide your blush "I have for a long time" 

"I'm-a not sure I-a can love you though" he said with a sad face blush dusting his cheek. "And why is that?" Tears threatening to fall from your face with each second ticking away. "Because my fratello also loves you and he-a loved you before I-a did," he looks away "besides you look a good couple together anyway I-a would never be any good for you." Shaking your head you hold onto him "I love you Lovino, I know that you don't think your good enough but I live you because of your flaws and everything else about you don't be sad" 

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Anemone heart, my lonely heart
The tears of a flower blooming alone
Gaze at me more, I'm right here
Anemone heart; Affection runs
throughout my body
Someday, our loving heartbeats will meet
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I put my hand on his chest and feel his heartbeat. "My affection for you will never change Lovino it runs through my body and if I can't be with you then I hope are loving heartbeats do for each other." You wrap your arms around him in a loving hug and he hugs back. "My affection for you runs through my body to amore" he says lifting up your chin to look into his eyes. "Ti amo Bella," leaning forward he kisses you lovingly and pulls you closer to his chest. Licking your lips you let his tongue in and it starts to explore your wet cavern "mmmmmmgh." Separating you whisper to him a beautiful voice "I love you too Lovino." 

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Lonely my love. lonely my heart
I'm not a flower bud
Lonely my love. lonely my heart
I am now picked
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